Hiding Out From The World by:J.A. Burror

my car's read to go
all I have to do is try to leave
to find away to leave without anyone finding out
finding out the game we're playing
to stay would be death
but to leave would be life
I have only one choice to make
What do I do now?
What do I tell my loved one's?, and How do I leave on my own?

I'm dressed in black
grieving for the past
for the death of my one in lonely
hopping you'll stand up and love me
like you did so many times before
I've never seen a night like this
the sky looks so hopeless
and the stars are crying tonight

I'll never be the same
the world will never recover
you told me you would die old and gray
and I would be by your side

Why didn't you keep that promise?
Why didn't you stay tell the end of time with me?
Why couldn't you trust me enough to live for me?
you could of found away to return
and fought it 
we could have made it through

Was I so bad you had to leave?
and never come home to me
I have to hide out
the feelings I keep afar from all but you

I'm hiding out from this world that touches my soul so deep
that took you away forever
and now all there's left is the hurt you kept with me
and I must find away to live on my own

Princess And A Poor Boy by:J.A. Burror

I would like to tell you the truth
a story of lovers feared to love in the light
whom you have saw before your eyes
it's a great secret to tell you all
of someones heart unfolding to the light in your eyes
no one could tell the hurt inside his or her soul
no one could know the pain they must feel
shared by only dreamers and loved by old friends
can know be with two people as you and I
for one was a royal princess
high up on her throne
then the other was but a poor boy
that had no dowry of his own
how could a boy compare with all the wealth and fame of the world
how could she realize he couldn't be changed
that he had never lived in her place
never tried to be that high up off the ground
how could she compete with that
would she be willing to fall
or would she have him brought up
and would he alone be enough to please her
wealth or none
fame or none
would she still want a boy with a heart of gold

Paralyzed by:J.A. Burror

I still feel you
cause I shake-breathe softly 
close my eye's and you're breath is on me 
I smell your clone and I'm lost again  
in love forever 
paralyzed with every thought of you 
it's how you get to me 
still after all I've had been  
I know you're the one    
that reaches into my soul 
I go about my day and smell you near 
whenever you are gone 
I wear your shirt you left
I could of swore you've been here
next to me
holding on to me
in my ear whispering all I've ever wanted to hear
but only you
always only from you
I close my eyes and you're in-front of me
dancing-laughing
talking to me
is some things I've never forgotten
how could I
forget one second
have it not mean anymore
any-less then what it does
how could I
lie and sympathy say that I'm over you
done with how my heart burns for you
still remains to yearn for your touch
and what kills me
is I shouldn't be the one telling you
you should know me better
be the wiser
know all the tricks I play
I shouldn't have to explain myself
you just ought to know
they'll be no getting over you

A Little Like My Brother by:J.A. Burror

I know a boy
he looks like my brother
but he's not
I keep thinking they can't be the same
but they are
they both don't care for curter things
no matter what you can say
they take your words to the ear
but never to the heart they view life
as the same weak world
because nothing ever changes to them
this world can't change
it has to be
but who will tell that power
we don't know
people have tried to help
but they have failed 
the boys have never met but share so much
they don't know just how much they're alike
the hurt and pain
powerless thoughts I've had
but I don't know why they got my back
think well as much as I've been helped
I could try to help each of them
I don't feel that's my place
and I don't have a place
but they've grown old and live as life is a gift
more then they know
and still strange as it may seem for the two
to live in this world and yet
never have met each other in there time

A Heart Unsure by:J.A. Burror

why do you always make me lose my nerve
I can't walk away
whenever you're the one
calling out to me

now it seems were I'm out of the game
standing tall
up strait about how I fall
the station never got turned
I really can't tune you out

you're the one interning my mind
confection-confusing my heart
I can no longer run from you
made it so my heart can no longer beat alone
it stopped only belonging to me alone

I want everything
I need it all
to feel your touch
have that hand
know your heart

give me all the time
please don't mistake me for being hopiless
let me have all you've got

Trying by:J.A. Burror

cut to the point-sleep life away
because when I'm awake I have to deal with the day
my worlds torn and tangled
small and warned down
by all the expectations placed on me
  it's not good enough to move past it now
  got no talent then turn that beat to hear this
  it is where you're meant to be
  doing what you were born to do
  this is why you were made
  such a rare breed

which ones do I take in
which ones do I let go
believe they know what's right for me
but as for me
I know what I truly can be and even though
it took sometime
I'm holding on strong

this is who I am
why aren't I enough
I understand you knew a different me
but I've changed
I can nolonger be the person you once saw
took me for what was to you
leaving is it the only option given
you can't think of nothing else
but wait

you have done your best
gave it your all
to try to make it work-right
so there shouldn't be any look backs
but something blocked your effects
when trying your best

Early Rise 초기 상승 by:J.A. Burror

Early Rise                                 (chogi sangseung)                               초기 상승

hey early rise                           (hei chogi sangseung)          헤이 초기 상승
open the window-let the sun in   (opeun taeyang eul chang-eul - haja)  오픈 태양을 창을-하자
can't sleep the day away            (meolli nal jam-eul jal suga eobs-eo)    멀리 날 잠을 잘 수가 없어
it's a beautiful sky              (geugeos-eun aleumdaun haneul ibnida)       그것은 아름다운 하늘입니다
hey wake up                              (ibwa il-eona)                                    이봐 일어나
it's morning                 (geugeos-eun achim)               그것은 아침
sunny day                                  (malg-eun nal)                                     맑은 날
this is our day                            (igeos-eun uliui il ida)                           이것은 우리의 일이다
perfect day                 (wanbyeoghan halu)               완벽한 하루
day off                                             (hyuil)                                             휴일    
just you and me               (ojig neowa na)                 오직 너와 나  
alone in this world                     (i sesang-eseo honja)               이 세상에서 혼자
spending are time            (uliui sigan-eul bonaego)         우리의 시간을 보내고
playing in the park                     (gong-won-eseo jaesaeng)                      공원에서 재생
laughing straight out loud         (keun solilo jigseon us-eum)          큰 소리로 직선 웃음
we don't care                             (ulineun sang-gwan eobs-eo)                 우리는 상관 없어
who hears                 (nuga deudseubnida)               누가 듣습니다
it's calling to me                          (geugeos-eun na-ege buleugo)       그것은 나에게 부르고
do you know                              (dangsin-eun algoissda)             당신은 알고있다
what I mean                                (nae mal-eun)                    내 말은
flowers are blooming                   (kkoch pineun)                    꽃 피는
and it's everywhere in this field     (geuligo i pildeu eodiena)                     그리고이 필드 어디에나
I'm running around                       (naneun juwileul silhaeng haeyo)     나는 주위를 실행 해요
so use to spinning-falling               (geulaeseo e sayong hoejeon nagha)        그래서에 사용 회전 낙하
as I've been told                           (naneun deul-eossda lo)           나는 들었다로
but today                                      (geuleona oneul)                  그러나 오늘
is the best day ever               (ijekkaji choegoui nal ibnida)     이제까지 최고의 날입니다
 when nothing's going wrong          (amu jalmos anh-eul ttae)                 아무 잘못 않을 때
we are only left                             (ulineun nam-aissda)            우리는 남아있다
smiling the day away                     (meolli nal miso)                멀리 날 미소

Meant To Be 될 운명 doel unmyeong by:J.A. Burror

we weren't meant to be                                          우리는이기 위하여 의미되지 않았다

                               uli neun igi wihayeo uimi doeji anh-assda

but somehow your heart found mine                그러나 어떻게 든 당신의 마음은 내 발견

                 geuleona eotteohge deun dangsin-ui ma-eum eun nae balgyeon

a love affair that's all it could of ever been                   모두가 이제까지하는의 수의 연애

                                 modu ga ijekkaji haneun-ui su ui yeon-ae

we both have gone are separate ways           별도의 방법이 우리 둘 다 갈 수 있습니다

                         byeoldoui bangbeob-i uli dul da gal su issseubnida

but the child still stays  geuleona aineun yeojeonhi yuji             그러나 아이는 여전히 유지

I swore that I'd love you as long                      내가 오랫동안 당신을 사랑 거라고 맹세

                            naega olaesdong-an dangsin eul salang geolago maengse

as I could think of that day   naneun geu nal saeng-gaghal su lo      나는 그 날 생각할 수로
and keep hoping-praying to find you again                 다시 당신을 찾을 희망 -기도 유지

                               dasi dangsin-eul chaj-eul huimang - gido yuji

I'll keep dreaming and wishing with the love you gave to me
                         나는 꿈 당신이 나에게 준 사랑으로 희망하겠습니다

               naneun kkum dangsin-i na-ege jun salang-eulo huimang hagessseubnida

I'll be looking for you                                                     나는 당신을 위해 찾고있을거야

                                  naneun dangsin-eul wihae chajgoiss-eulgeoya

up in above the heavens                 haneul wiui choedae                                하늘 위의 최대
in the home of God the lord above  hananim-ui jib-eulo ju wi ui    하나님의 집으로 주 위의

where you'll be hiding deep within under lock and key  
                                  어디 깊은 잠금 및 키 아래에서 숨어있을거야

                           eodi gip-eun jamgeum mich ki alae eseo sum-eo iss-eulgeoya

in my heart down in my soul                                                    아래로 내 영혼이 내 마음에
                                         alaelo nae yeonghon-i nae ma-eum e
we were meant to be together forever                          우리는 영원히 함께 할 예정이었던

                                 uli neun yeong-wonhi hamkke hal yejeong-ieossdeon

till the end of time          sigan-i kkeutnal ttaekkaji                                    시간이 끝날 때까지
tell the sun stops giving light                                                       태양이 빛을주는 중지 말해
                                         taeyang-i bich-euljuneun jungji malhae 
tell the stars stop shining in your eyes                                    별이 눈에 빛나는 중지 이야기

                                          byeol-i nun-e bichnaneun jungji iyagi

they will always be shining in my memories of you
                                  그들은 항상 당신의 내 기억에 빛나는됩니다

                       geudeul-eun hangsang dangsin ui nae gieog e bichnaneun doebnida

I'll never get over being with you                                        당신과 함께있는 동안 못할거야

                                  dangsingwa hamkke issneun dong-an moshalgeoya

being your girl-your love                                                     당신의있는 소녀 - 당신의 사랑

                                     dangsin-ui issneun sonyeo - dangsin-ui salang

the only true friend deep within my heart                      깊은 내 마음 내 유일한 진정한 친구

                                    gip-eun nae ma-eum nae yuilhan ​​jinjeonghan chingu

everyday I always get reminded                                             매일 나는 항상 생각 나게하세

                                      maeil naneun hangsang saeng-gag nage hase

you still live on                           dangsin-eun yeojeonhi ​​sal-a                     당신은 여전히 살아
so I love you even more for the gift you gave to me
                                  그래서 나는 당신이 나에게 준 선물 더욱 사랑

                             geulaeseo naneun dangsin-i na-ege jun seonmul deoug salang

before you left                         dangsin-i tteonagi jeon-e                            당신이 떠나기 전에

To Hurt-To Cry by:J.A. Burror

To Hurt-To Cry
The sun has gone from my eyes-now
I see no tomorrow
 I have grown and nobody really noticed
Yes, I have had hard times-in the past
One day I will tell you about it
Nevertheless, for now-I need you to be human
Cause is it destiny that brings me here
 To hurt-to cry
To say and your only ever moving on
normal is what I don't want to be
it's normal to be so much in this world
I'm shooting to be better then I use to be
To hurt-to cry
it's a right I poses
like the freedom of thought of mind
given to me in my own heart and head
To hurt-to cry
feelings must be felt to grow beyond
 call it your path to self growth
evolving to be who you really are 
there's nothing wrong to have to feel

Despite By: J.A. Burror

so despite that pain
   I'm Thankful
despite the piercing tears
  I'll Survive
despite all the greed
  you won't win

coming from a place at first I would never of thought
now I see the real you
you hide so well

despite it
all the good all the bad
I can't let you off
when you've brought mine so much disaster
revenge isn't something I would of ever thought of before
but now you made me hate even you

thinking you are God and everything belongs to you
everyone owes you
for breathing
for more or less living

despite it all I'm one that can't be fouled by yours lie's anymore

no more
can you say one thing and do the next thane wrong to another
in my eye's I've seen you and hate what I've seen
I guess despite it all
I should be the one Thanking you
for being you
because all who left is better off not going around you
you are a player in a skirt
lying is your past time
making up stories about your ex is your love
despite everything the truth is out and the abuser
it doesn't favor
only just shows the lies within lies that have been told
the one I'm thinking of I wish you peace of heart and mind

wish I could tell you
might there be a was to pick and choose what we want to remember
but we can't and if you can OMG I want to do it to

Two Faced by:J.A. Burror

I cannot see how people can be so mean to your face
But behind your back they’re loving and kind
Its all for the show-have people believe your really a different type of person
I died with you-but know I’m alive
I can fly again
only after I left you
Freedom is what I craved for the longest time
Year’s have past and still it all come’s down with you
Tell I know she’s safe I cannot not worry about if she’s safe
Being with you-living with you
All I’ve been threw and saw you do
I pray and I’m not the type
Time’s remembered me
Some day I will find the one and together
Each other finely you’ll be stopped
To save a life-no one heard of
Because your lie’s everyone eat up as cookies and cream
That would of died long before
But my well kept me here only to have you pay one day
To never love-never know what its like to be happy forever
Go on and hate your self in the dark black whole of a soul you have
Two faced of what love can be
But your two faced about what a human should be
Love and abuse go hand and hand to you
You don’t know any other way to love
But to hurt everyone around you
To show how you care

Best Dream by:J.A. Burror

lastnight I had the best dream
 I was forever bathing in bless
I woke with my eyes glazed in beauty
 I couldn't believe
I was still smilling as the day carried on
 I wrote out every feeling because I had feared I'd lose it
only wishing the return now
 I find I'm missing it
like a old friend
 you seem to click on every note
a love
 that fills your heart with so much joy you can't help
 but to fall for
I'm so happy filling up my memories with so much meaning
 that leads me to be found
nolonger sreaching when I'm on my way
 to get up and step out say it so loud
 this is who I choose to be
I'm truly thankful I had such a dream
 to remind me this is why I came

Spent My Day by:J.A. Burror

sometimes I get so not me
so out of my element of what I should be
I'm searching
I feel this is me trying
to find the right ways to convey
my emotions are a mess
I'm often times at a lost
unable to think strait with the tools given to me
spent my day writing but now I find I really had nothing new to say

days have past and yet I'm torn
I really am unsure how to view a group out in this world 
I wanted it to be quick so you wouldn't suffer even more
now the game still seems to be under somebody's foot
and all I can do it seems
I remain to do is pray my prayers
for you and yours I pray for you
no reason why but yet every reason why
I choose to have faith in you
I pick you to believe in as who you are
is far more then you may know

어리석은 마음 작성자 : ㅈ. ㅐ. 불륜 Foolish Heart by:J.A. Burror

이 어리석은 마음은 잘 알지 못한다.                  This foolish heart knows no better
숨을 쉴 때마다 떨어지다.                                    then to fall every time I breathe
내 눈을 감고,                                                     because I close my eyes and
너의 손길을 느낀다.                                                   I feel your touch
나는 깨어 있고 거기에있다.                                   I awake and there you are

내 마음이 내게 속임수를 쓰는거야.                 my mind's playing tricks on me
밤낮으로 나를 괴롭히는                                   haunting me day and night
너는 어디 에나있어.                                           you're everywhere I am
가는 곳마다                                                            everywhere I go

나는 너를 어디에서 잃어 버리지 않을거야.  I don't ever misplace where I keep you
나는 너를 안전하게 지킨다.                                   I keep you safe
네, 인정합니다.                                                       yes I admit
너는 아주 잘 하나일지도 몰라.                       you very well might be the one
내가없이하고 싶지 않을 수있는                  that I could never want to do without

홀 건너편에서 보자.                                         see you across the hall
너는 물결 치지만 가까이 오지마.                    you wave but don't come closer
나는 내가 할 수있는 말을 단순히 말할 수 없다. I simply can't say what I might do
내가 말하는 것을 잊어 버릴 단어들로          with the words I would forget to speak
그래서 지금 날 떠난다.                                                so as of now leave me
너와 나 여기있는 것을보고 싶다는 생각만으로 Just because you and I want to see you here
고지 만 어떻게 내 눈물을 참을 수 있을까?  notice but how can I hold back my tears
어떻게 내 공상의                                                 with only my fancy's of how
나랑 너를 여기에서 만나고 싶다.                      I wish to see you here with me
내가 너 한테 들리는 걸 들으면.                               when I hear you sing
그런 달콤한 사랑의 노래                                       such a sweet love song
저 안에 깊이 감동하는                                    that touches deep down within me
그게 당신이 날 어떻게 만들어 주는지            because that's just how you make me

나는 다른 느낌                                                              I feel different
그러나 나는 확신한다.                                                    but I'm sure
그것은 아무것도 아니다.                                        it is nothing the same
너 생각하지 않니?                                                   wouldn't you think
그것은 아주 명백 할 것이다.                                it would be very obvious
내가 지금 말하면                                                 if I spoke out right now
내 머리에있는 것보다                                           the thanes in my head
나는 발견 될거야.                                                   I'd get discovered
나를 알아내는 것은 쉽다.                             is it just to easy to figure me out
그것을 해결하기가 어렵지 않다.                          nothing to hard to work it out
나 없이도                                                                   even without me
너는 항상 네 편이 될거야.                        you will always have me on your side
나는 군중 속의 팬이 될 것이다.                      I will be the fan in the crowd
영원히 믿을 수있는 사람                              the one that will forever believe
나는 네가 네 길을 찾길 믿어.                           I will trust you to find your way
길을 가다.                                                            make the way through
항상 너의 길이다.                                                   it is always your path

너 인생을 어떻게 운영하는지 말하지 마라.            never tell you how to run your life
이 세상에는 많은 사람들로 가득 차있다.                in this world filled with so many
서로를 판단하는 사람                                               that only judge each other
왜 내가 그들의 옷을 따라 가면 안되니?                 why shouldn't I follow their suit

나는 그림자처럼 살기를 원하지 않는다.         I do not wish to live merely as a shadow
연주를 주도하다                                                           playing follow the lead
엉망인 게임에서                                                               in a messed up game

나는 밖에서 만 진정한 친구가 될 수있다.   I can be a true friend if only from the outside
내가 걱정하는 사람으로 남아있을거야.               I will remain someone that cares

Thank Of It by:J.A. Burror

I'm mad at myself everyone around me was saying words
I'd never believe
I should have known what was going to happen
I see two people
I loved one-that is gone
and one still stays
I'm the only one without someone else
there I see people being wedding rings and saying I Do
I wish for once that could be me
to love one another tell we die
what more can I say
buy to tell you I do
still tell this day
love the one so many years ago

but then I watch as my dream passes me by
because I wake up in the arms of a great love

Stars by:J.A. Burror

no one can feel the pain as I've felt
no one can know the truth as I see
one star from all
that guides my way
gives me light by dark one
star I sees in the sky tonight
no friend nor foe
no one by its side
high up on top
never fallen never fell
so bright so little and far away from home
away just as you are
a star in heaven

I Don't Know What I Feel by:J.A. Burror

How I feel
I feel sad and don't know why
my heart brakes and I can't stop
I cry and the tears never go

I need help I do
but I have no one to call
no one will be there

I feel like crying and never stopping
I feel like giving up
But I know I won't
I feel pain deep inside
I can't let show

no one sees in me
even when I let them
people tell me all the time
they know how I feel
but they only act the foul

I feel horrible
I don't know what I feel
right now I feel like Hell

that I'm a fallen angel and god let me cry
but I know that has yet to be

I don't know what I feel
it seems like I feel nothing
I'm lost in this game

I gave my hope
my will to live away and I shouldn't have
let myself get blue
but I feel nothing for you
nothing for me and I don't know why
is it because I'm bad in love
has it done me wrong
in some way
have I wanted it
did I need
did I deserve it
I feel the world has ended for me and I have nowhere to go
I have to say goodbye
to my friends and family
all I've known
I feel it's right inside I know

깊은 곳에서 수영하기 : ㅈ.ㅐ. 불롤 Swim In The Deep by: J.A. Burror

나는 숨을 쉬어도 항상 틀리다.            I'm always wrong even when I breathe
소리가 너 한테 가라.                                     the sound gets to you
그리고 너는 나에게 다가 간다.                      and then you get to me

둘러싸인 나뭇잎                                          leaves you surrounded
영원히 부정한 것으로 불분명하다.          by being unclean forever unclear
깊은 곳에서 헤엄 치는 것이 확실치 않다.   unsure stuck swimming in the deep

혼자서 나와 가까이에 군중과                     alone with a crowd near me
어떤 선택을 할 것인가?                                 which choice to make
아무것도 너를 기쁘게하지 않을 것 같다.     seems nothing pleases you
내가하는 일과 함께하지 마라.                      never have with what I do
누가 누군지 말해줘.                                        tell me who to be
너만 할 수 있다면 너                                   you if I only could be
나 자신을 숨겨야합니까?                            so should I hide myself
내면의 문제를 해결하려고 노력하다      try to fight down my own inner issues
나를 사랑하는 당신의 사랑을 위해서.        just for your love to love me

여기선 게임이 없다.                                       no games here
진짜예요.                                                           it's real
나는 그것을 위해 간청한다.                           I beg for it to be

나는 피를 흘 렸고 나는 눈물을 흘렸다.     I bleed and I shed tears
소금이 나를 뚫고 지나간다.                       salt runs through me
나를 채우다.                                                   fills me up
나는 깊은 곳에서 수영 할 수 없다.    I'm unable to swim in the deep
틀림없이 익사 했어.                                   sure I'd drown

내가 싸워야 해.                                             should I fight
파도가 내게 몰려들 때.                   when the wave rushes in on me
오직 돌아 가라.                                          only to go back
나를 씻어 버린 채로있어.                        leaving me washed up

발견 될                                                          to be found
분 루틴으로 같은 옛날 분               same old minute by minute routine
내 앞에 놓여있다.                                    is laid out before me
너처럼주의를 끌기가 어렵다.           it's hard not to be noticed as you
네가 누구를 위해서가 아니라.                    not for who you are

너 숨어있어.                                                     you hide
나는 숨어있다.                                                 I hide out
우리는 모두에게 거짓말 쟁이입니다.      we are liars to everyone
그러나 주로 우리 자신                             but mostly ourselves
우리는 행복하다고 말한다.                   we say we are happy
그것은 모두 좋다.                                     that it's all good
아무 문제 없어.                                       nothing's a matter
너 자신에 대해 신경 쓰지 마라.      nothing to concern yourself about

하지만 고통은 더 심해진다.                     but the pain festers
손바닥으로 흘리며                            spilling out of your palms
쏟아지는                                                    pouring out
때로는 분노를 멈출 수 없다.         sometimes unable to stop the anger
다른 사람에게가 아니라 우리 자신에게  not to another but to ourselves
우리는 자신을 비난하게된다.               we end up blaming ourselves
모든 것이 든 없든간에                           for everything or nothing
언젠가 너는 더 이상 가질 수 없어.   one day you can take no more
더 이상 아무것도                                   nothing any longer
당신이 비명을 질렀다면 나야.          and you scream this is me

그것은 내가 될 사람이다.                      it's who I would become
네가하지 않은 모든 것이 될 것이다.       will be everything you're not
모든 좋은                                                         all the good
위대한 사람들                                              the great people
항상 너에게 말할거야.                               will always tell you  
너를 세우는 말                                       words to build you up      
그러나 너는주의한다.                              however you notice      
그들은 당신에게서 그것을 보지 못한다.  they don't see it in you 
깨달은                                                              realized      
모두들 자신의 이야기를 가지고있다.    everybody's got there own story
모방 자 없음no                                                copycats
그들의 이야기는 내 것이 아닌 것입니다. their story is one that which is not mine

 Swim In The Deep   by: ㅈ.ㅐ. 불롤
깊은 곳에서 수영하기 : ㅈ.ㅐ. 불롤

To See by: J.A. Burror

you are alone
a man to see
but little words you speak
deep in the sea
covered by the lord
only he knows where you should be
this time you may live
but next time you may not be as gifted
the wind speaking to you in the night
people don't understand you
the gifts you bring
the love you share
and the stars you kiss goodnight
as you pray
the wishing of children to have a home
the truth you see
people like glass
you can see right through
to know beginning
and know the ending

I Don't Know by: J.A. Burror

I'd gladly give you all I have
I was your china doll
I'm not sure how I should feel about you
if I even have th right to say I love you
I only know I have loved you
for what seems like all my life
a child once I was
left out the ugly duckling
no one but I would say
always told what and who to never be
loving you was the choice I made alone
but no years today and I fine
still somebody else gets to pull my strings
when I'm not moving on from I don't know
what to call it is strange
love at first sight soulmates
if only I could explain
but I don't even know where you are
to close this chapter in my life
hopefully I can find you or move on
I only want to be happy
stop wishing for what's not meant to be
stop dreaming of how I think your kisses would be
so you tell me now
tell me what do you want me to do
because I've completely fallen over you
and I don't really know who you are
I don't know what to do with myself  

My Road by: J.A. Burror

I get so tried only being me
seeing that I'm just a pet
too stressed to deal
this could be the start
of a new life no hand me down
hopes and dreams
I had a good life never preoccupied
I know I've changed I see it in place
this road hasn't turned my direction
has taken me to the best
and still I cry find moments of sadness
I can't bare to stand on my own with
this road has also took me down
crashed in me all my demonic thoughts
and hateful notions I keep to myself
it's been hard on me so I'll be leaving
you'll find me off the road
scare I won't make it
but I'm doing it on my own
my way nobody can do it like me for me
sometimes I give up so quickly to soon
then what would all this wondering do to the world
if by chance I got down on my knees
and started to pray

The 1 by: J.A. Burror

light minded ones
always say the same to me
always told of how I am loved
I was loved and still
thought of with a smile
a warm heart yes someone thinks of me
I dreamed of this
maybe a sign that I have been the one
there's always regrets
always a need and craving to be more
more then the best of you
the you you thank you are
I'm always told you're my only one
and if I'm there only one
they got to know
I must crush them
stop there dream that won't take on flight

Stranger's In My House by: J.A. Burror

I live in a house
when strangers are all I see
if I get to close if I learn to open my eyes
and open my heart to care for just one
it'll only hurt me to leave them behind
but there is one that I'll never care for
this one has hurt me and no one believes
the pain and tears I've suffered
the scars are deep within
no one sees but in my eyes
no one looked close enough to see all hes done to me
no one cared for me
and they haven't stayed now
when you live with a hand full of strangers
they don't respect
no one cares to love you
no one ever trys to believe in you
that you could be living your one wish
this stranger that has been more of a pain
who by the world sees should be locked away
but he is free and well off today
he sees me and always wants to hurt me
I'll kill him if ever he try's again to kill me
I never knew family could turn to
to many strangers
who never cared even a little 
for he is one that's hurt me most
a close friend will never be
so called nice family out there
but know he will no more be apart of my life
he's died to me
I'll go to make sure the pain has past
and will never live in another
if he wants money which I know they will all
one day but I won't talk
they have no right to ask anything of me
for all they've done to me
I don't like living in this place
and I don't hate him completely
because he is now just a stranger
and will never be anymore
he will never be a friend or family to me
I'll never care about him in anyway
if I hurt it wont make a different
cause I'd never do what he did to you
for making me a mother now and forever
I'll live will this pain
and now that I've lost her
I only blame myself for knowing him
I should of screamed louder and fought more
I should of stopped him somehow
and after I shouldn't of tried to get clean
nor nothing would work anyway
I should of called someone
but it wouldn't matter if I had
no one would ever believe me
believe no one's ever truly loved me 

DisBelieve by: J. A. Burror

I am lots of a very many
lost in this world of wonder
no truth to speak of
no love to come from
called by an unknown name
silenced in a dark tear forgotten bedroom
with no where to return too
no one to call
for I have been lost to love
no one ever believed in
and no one ever wanted to learn of a child of old age
I'm the voice from heaven and for those that disbelieve
I'm broken hearten

What You Said by: J.A. Burror

people told me I couldn't do it
but you always said I could
they said I was stupid and it was wrong for me to dream
but you only said
I could take on the world and make a dream of my own
I talked with you over and over
but I don't see you face to face
but somehow I feel close to you like I've known you all my life
and that's why I know I was meant to meet you
faith must of helped me along
to ask that first question
I asked
I wasn't scared and I don't fear
what I don't understand
cause there is always a reason
because you made me understand
more people still put me down
but now I don't listen
it doesn't define who I've been
isn't who I am
because I don't like to cry for that reason
it makes me to sad
and I'm not meant to be that way

Dreaming About One Day By:J.A.Burror

I'm dreaming about one day
maybe it's when love will find me
and you'd do all the things I told myself
love could do in my dreams
are you my baby
so is this love
is this what it feels like to really feel
yes it's personal to me
don't think about it
I'm so great when I'm alone-so smart
I'm more real then make believe Barbe
everything I want to be
cause I'm only me
with you

To A Stranger By:J.A.Burror

a stranger and friend
never saw
never spoken with
but a promise of a story
a life to tell
sad to cry for
happy to laugh too
so I write and learn
of the sadness and passion I bring
a book must be read
a story must be told
a sad and happy ending
to a life without pain and hurt as a friend
but no more
no look backs
a gift to a dear stranger that will always be in my heart
so real and love
think good and think bad
to only you
the stranger at night I listen to and wish a pone
to hear every word spoken by
to bring joy to this life
for a further of hope

Sister by: J.A. Burror

I wish I could tell you what to do
I wish I could stop your crying
stop those tears from falling

I wish I knew what to say to you
but what can I say
I don't know what to do

it's just wrong for you to be hurting this wy
this much and I don't know why

I can't say what you're feeling
that it's not real
cause it is and I know how much that can hurt

I've been there before
don't you remember
it took along time for me to get over him
but I did and I know you will too

it doesn't seem that way now
but you'll see
that I'm right and you'll move on

one day you'll be happy
one day you'll thank me
and you'll see you can live again

My Prayer by: J.A. Burror

this is my prayer and I will let you in on it
I pray every night in hopes that it will be heard
I'm not to proud to beg to see it through
I'm trying to find the right way to just let out but fear I'm forgetting something
I'm worried over things that I haven't the power to change
nor wanting to help others I can not seem to reach
caring so for another is a new in a different way
wanting to please them and find away to get that smile from them directed my way
but that's just what I am asking for
a smile of another that is having a good moment  knowing that time changes
destiny doesn't
hearts change
when someone is pushed to there max
everything changes
even there view point of you and comes with a harden heart has started to be mad
sad but we all have scares
children shouldn't have any because they are so young and should be protected
but that is not always the case

Finding The Words To Express by: J.A. Burror

I'm trying to find the words to express
convinced my self you would be alright if I stayed away
this I must omit to and with that I must apologize for my wrong doing
time has seemed to pass and with a crashing wave my heart became more unsealed truth of it all
yes we are all here and now
no matter what you will believe of what takes your faith
we are all children of someone in this world
so for that I cry even unknowing at times
I wipe my face to find tears of pain
my heart ached so much that I could no longer hold it in
you have been so dear and you desire to be happy
that's not a big deal
it shouldn't be a big deal
but I find looking though in at your world
I take a glimpse of your sadness and with that I pray for your smile
time has really got to me
and it's a wonder you're still where you are
showing grace of the strength you posses
letting out only as you get the hard facts to be released and nothing more
going after the justice you seek
makes it hard not to turn to you in mind
thoughts come and go but still you have been remained
embedded if you will
I can't seem not to turn to you a little
wishing the best for another is only right
wanting to see someone you care for rejoice is only sane
I will never change my point of view
but at times I forget how to talk to you
I lose my nerve that you would ever want to hear
this is a issue I alone have so don't worry about how I feel
I know at times I can't tell it right
my words don't make since and I mess up my point
I move to fast only to fall in the end
spelling everything wrong
making all kinds of stupid mistakes
but my heart isn't wrong to look to who I choose
this was my choice to believe in you
even when at times I find it's automatic
unchangeable and yet still remains necessary 

I Want by: J.A. Burror

I wish you were here
but I wish you would go away
seeing deep down were no one can see
standing out in the rain
just to look up at the darkness
inside you to set in think of your life
and if there's something or if there's nothing out there
to stand in the sea
pray for rain to come my way
water coming up to your feet
noway out to run from
just a trap inside far away from all life's problems
promise is a promise
stranger they all are
no one can brake
no one can touch the tender heart
we all have
but some can brake and some can mend

I May by: J.A. Burror

I write-cause I have no way outI have pain that you don’t see
No one will know
I can’t stand to hurt
But I can’t stand to live
So why am I here-I don’t know why
But somebody must like me
They must think I’ll do something right
Their telling me it’s not my time to go
I have to stand for something
One day the truth is bound to see me threw one day
And if I don’t want to be alive
But want to live on-make my goals happen
My dreams come true one by one
So why do I do this to my self
I don’t know and when I do-I don’t realize why or care
I may live to be old in grey
To live my goal’s and make more dream’s everyday
But for now I’m confused-what should I do
Should I live on or should I vote to end it all
But I don’t think he’ll let go
It’s not my time to leave its clear to me now
To go on my way
He will never let me go

More Than You May Know by: J.A. Burror

love happens once not twice
you are lucky if it comes to your door the first time
love comes along more
it's a gift more thanyou know
the moments are loved
don't let it pass you by
you'll never have a second chance
a twinkel of your eyes
love is gone
never to return
inknown the truth
but still you lie to yourself
you wisper in your lips
to all to see
no one will believe
a man that has been told the truth
not even to himself
you would be happier if you didn't know the way people think of you
love to try to hurt you
you are nothing- really go on and tell them off
they are nothing because they have no clue what's going on
but strangers
but God never told me  I couldn't
i wouldn't find one
God never told me not to love you
that i couldn't love a stranger as I guess I'm left no choice
I don't listen very well
do I
when I'm told how to feel
I remain grounded in what I believe

A Heart In Another World by: J.A. Burror

a Queen first for her birth right
but a woman wild and free
believing no harm could ever come
to betray the Gods
to love a man
she was never destine for
a man who would never try but fail 
to destroy the God inside
so the God make it known by anther's death
and turning her lonely heart into a heart of stone
by that she will never love agin
and live with the pain of her lovers death
tell a day she had to marry to save her crown
she vows to find the best king
even tho she already knows
she's lost the right
she went to another world
a world she was sure to find the rightful man
but she didn't want a friend nor lover
and in that she found her heart
and found the man that would become the king
and her lover for all eternity
Greed for money and fame
she found the man she was always meant for
from the beginning of time
she started making her Greed the most important in life