I'm trying to find the words to express
convinced my self you would be alright if I stayed away
this I must omit to and with that I must apologize for my wrong doing
time has seemed to pass and with a crashing wave my heart became more unsealed truth of it all
yes we are all here and now
no matter what you will believe of what takes your faith
we are all children of someone in this world
so for that I cry even unknowing at times
I wipe my face to find tears of pain
my heart ached so much that I could no longer hold it in
you have been so dear and you desire to be happy
that's not a big deal
it shouldn't be a big deal
but I find looking though in at your world
I take a glimpse of your sadness and with that I pray for your smile
time has really got to me
and it's a wonder you're still where you are
showing grace of the strength you posses
letting out only as you get the hard facts to be released and nothing more
going after the justice you seek
makes it hard not to turn to you in mind
thoughts come and go but still you have been remained
embedded if you will
I can't seem not to turn to you a little
wishing the best for another is only right
wanting to see someone you care for rejoice is only sane
I will never change my point of view
but at times I forget how to talk to you
I lose my nerve that you would ever want to hear
this is a issue I alone have so don't worry about how I feel
I know at times I can't tell it right
my words don't make since and I mess up my point
I move to fast only to fall in the end
spelling everything wrong
making all kinds of stupid mistakes
but my heart isn't wrong to look to who I choose
this was my choice to believe in you
even when at times I find it's automatic
unchangeable and yet still remains necessary
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