Stranger's In My House by: J.A. Burror

I live in a house
when strangers are all I see
if I get to close if I learn to open my eyes
and open my heart to care for just one
it'll only hurt me to leave them behind
but there is one that I'll never care for
this one has hurt me and no one believes
the pain and tears I've suffered
the scars are deep within
no one sees but in my eyes
no one looked close enough to see all hes done to me
no one cared for me
and they haven't stayed now
when you live with a hand full of strangers
they don't respect
no one cares to love you
no one ever trys to believe in you
that you could be living your one wish
this stranger that has been more of a pain
who by the world sees should be locked away
but he is free and well off today
he sees me and always wants to hurt me
I'll kill him if ever he try's again to kill me
I never knew family could turn to
to many strangers
who never cared even a little 
for he is one that's hurt me most
a close friend will never be
so called nice family out there
but know he will no more be apart of my life
he's died to me
I'll go to make sure the pain has past
and will never live in another
if he wants money which I know they will all
one day but I won't talk
they have no right to ask anything of me
for all they've done to me
I don't like living in this place
and I don't hate him completely
because he is now just a stranger
and will never be anymore
he will never be a friend or family to me
I'll never care about him in anyway
if I hurt it wont make a different
cause I'd never do what he did to you
for making me a mother now and forever
I'll live will this pain
and now that I've lost her
I only blame myself for knowing him
I should of screamed louder and fought more
I should of stopped him somehow
and after I shouldn't of tried to get clean
nor nothing would work anyway
I should of called someone
but it wouldn't matter if I had
no one would ever believe me
believe no one's ever truly loved me