Obvious 분명한 bunmyeonghan by:J.A. Burror

My heart is in a mess              내 마음은 혼란에        nae ma-eum-eun honlan e
and I think I can tell why        그리고 내가 이유를 알 수있을 것 같아
                                                        geuligo naega iyuleul al su-iss-eul geos gat-a
It's so obvious                        그것은 매우 분명        geugeos-eun maeu bunmyeong       
almost like it's                         거의 그것의 같은        geoui geugeos-ui gat-eun
right in front of me                   바로 내 앞에            balo nae ap-e 
the decision at my door           내 문에서 결정          nae mun eseo gyeoljeong     
no one letting go                      아무도시키는 이동하지  amudo sikineun idong haji
but it's been engraved in stone 하지만이 돌에 새겨 져있어
                                              hajiman i dol e saegyeo jyeo iss-eo
saying Goodbye                      작별 인사                 jagbyeol insa
letting one go                          하나 놓아              hana noh-a
is a hard choice                      하드 선택입니다        hadeu seontaeg-ibnida    
we aren't given freely             우리는 무료로 제공되지 않습니다
                                                       ulineun mulyolo jegongdoeji anhseubnida
each life has their own timeline  각각의 인생은 자신의 타임 라인이
                                                gaggag-ui insaeng eun jasin-ui taim lain i  
a clock if you will                  시계 만약에 당신        sigye man-yag-e dangsin  
set to go off when the time comes  시간이 올 때 울리도록 설정
                                                       sigan-i ol ttae ullidolog seoljeong

Wanting the Best For You 당신을위한 최고의 싶은 by:J.A. Burror

Wanting the Best For You 
당신을위한 최고의 싶은
dangsin-eul-wihan choegoui sip-eun 
I'm saddened by your pain 
나는 당신의 고통을 슬퍼 해요
naneun dangsin-ui gotong-eul seulpeo haeyo
it brings tears that roll down my face
내 얼굴을 아래로 굴러 눈물을 가져온다
nae eolgul-eul alaelo gulleo nunmul-eul gajyeoonda
as if that weren't enough to feel
그 기분이 충분하지 것처럼
geu gibun-i chungbunhaji geoscheoleom
what pains my heart is feeling you
어떻게 내 마음을 느끼고 고통
eotteohge nae ma-eum eul neukkigo gotong 
somewhat uneasy 

다소 불안

daso bul-an

you are what I look too
당신은 내가 너무보고 무엇인가
dangsin-eun naega neomu bogo mueos-inga
for no reason at all 
아무 이유없이 모든
amu iyueobs-i modeun
I find myself at a lost with you
나는 당신과 함께 손실에서 자신을 찾을 수
naneun dangsingwa hamkke sonsil eseo jasin-eul chaj-eul su
I turn to you 
내가 당신에게 설정
naega dangsin-ege seoljeong
without your knowing

당신이 모르고

dangsin i moleugo

you have found a way strait in
당신의 방법 해협 발견
dangsin ui bangbeob haehyeob balgyeon
so this is me worrying as a foul 
그래서이 날은 반칙으로 걱정된다
geulaeseo i nal eun banchig eulo geogjeong doenda
I have become praying for your best return
나는 당신의 가장 좋은 수익을 위해기도되고있다
naneun dangsin-ui gajang joh-eun su-ig eul wihaegido doegoissda
I have no other words to share with you
내가 당신과 함께 공유 할 수있는 다른 단어가 없습니다
naega dangsingwa hamkke gong-yu hal su-issneun daleun dan-eo ga eobs-seubnida
because I will not go back in-forth with these emotions  
나는이 감정에 - 앞뒤로 이동하지 않기 때문에
naneun-i gamjeong e - apdwilo idong haji anhgi ttaemun-e
I'm letting out for all to see
나는 모두가 볼 수 있도록 아웃시키는거야
naneun moduga bol su issdolog aus sikineun geoya
this is who I am
이 내가 누군지입니다
i naega nugunji ibnida
so please don't take it wrongly 
그래서 잘못을하지 마십시오
geulaeseo jalmos eul haji masibsio
I mean no harm as others in the past 
나는 과거에 다른 어떠한 해를 의미하지 않습니다
naneun gwageoe daleun eotteohan haeleul uimi haji anhseubnida
I take nothing but yet you still give to me
나는 아무것도 취하지 아직 당신은 아직도 나에게주고
naneun amugeosdo chwihaji ajig dangsin-eun ajigdo na-ege jugo
from the day I found you 
날부터 나는 당신을 발견
nalbuteo naneun dangsin-eul balgyeon
tell now

지금 이야기

jigeum iyagi

look at me now and there's a noticeable change    
지금 나보고 눈에 띄는 변화가있다
jigeum na bogo nun-e ttuineun byeonhwa gaissda
I have undergone  
내가받은
naega bad-eun
trying my best to show my respect
내 존경을 보여주기 위해 최선을 노력
nae jongyeong-eul boyeojugi wihae choeseon-eul nolyeog
never causing your tears to show
결코 당신의 눈물을 보여 일으키지 않는
gyeolko dangsin-ui nunmul-eul boyeo il-eukiji anhneun
I wouldn't know what to say
나는 무슨 말을해야할지 모르겠다
naneun museun mal-eulhaeya halji moleugessda
if I ever could affect you in such a way
나는 지금까지 그런 방법으로 당신에 영향을 미칠 수있는 경우
naneun jigeumkkaji geuleon bangbeob-eulo dangsin e yeonghyang-eul michil su-issneun gyeong-u 
trying my best to not disrespect 
무례하지 위해 최선을 노력
mulye haji wihae choeseon-eul nolyeog
you and yours 
당신과 당신
dangsingwa dangsin
I mean no harm so you can know I am a safe read
내가 아무 해를 의미하지 않습니다 당신은 내가 안전한 읽기입니다 알 수 있도록
naega amu haeleul uimi haji anhseubnida dangsin-eun naega anjeonhan ilg-gi ibnida al su issdolog
if you lean on my words with a passing glaze  
당신은 통과 유약 내 말에 의지하는 경우
dangsin-eun tong-gwa yuyag nae mal e uiji haneun gyeong-u
I'm not here to tell anyone off
나는 사람을 말해 여기 아니에요
naneun salam eul malhae yeogi anieyo
and then again when I get mad
내가 화를 다시 할 때
naega hwaleul dasi hal ttae
nope not even that's the word
아니 심지어 그 단어이다
ani simjieo geu dan-eo ida
when I'm pissed off
나는 화가있을 때
naneun hwaga iss-eul ttae
and something gets under my skin 
뭔가 내 피부 아래에 도착
mwonga nae pibu alaee dochag
in the worst ways
최악의 방법
choeag-ui bangbeob
is when I can say: I've had enough 
내가 말할 수있는 경우 : 내가 충분히 했어
naega malhal su-issneun gyeong-u : naega chungbunhi haess-eo
normally happens when I hold someone in my heart in someway 
내가 어떻게든지 내 마음에 누군가를 개최 할 때 일반적으로 발생합니다
naega eotteohgedeunji nae ma-eum e nugunga leul gaechoe hal ttae ilbanjeog-eulo balsaenghabnida
that I wish no harm to come to them
나는 그들에 와서 전혀 해를 끼치 지 않으려 것을
naneun geudeul e waseo jeonhyeo haeleul kkichi ji anh-eulyeo geos-eul
Guess I just said out right
나는 바로 밖으로 말했다 추측
naneun balo bakk-eulo malhaessda chucheug
I want the best for you
나는 당신을위한 최고의하려면
naneun dangsin-eul-wihan choegoui halyeomyeon
wherever that takes you, is all up to you 
즉 이동합니다 어디서나, 모든 당신에게 달려
jeug idonghabnida eodiseona , modeun dangsin-ege dallyeo 

그 방법을 유선 Wired That Way by:J.A. Burror

when I was younger I would write everything out in a journal
내가 어렸을 때 나는 저널에 모든 것을 작성합니다
naega eolyeoss-eul ttae naneun jeoneol-e modeun geos-eul jagseonghabnida
I shared my dearest and deepest secrets
나는 나의 친애하는 깊은 비밀을 공유
naneun naui chin-aehaneun gip-eun bimil-eul gong-yu
only to that journal
해당 저널에
haedang jeoneol e
keeping the memories of my words safe within the pages of a book
안전 책의 페이지 내에서 내 말의 기억을 유지
anjeon chaeg ui peiji naeeseo nae mal ui gieog eul yuji
couldn't read between the lines
선 사이에서 읽을 수 없습니다
seon saieseo ilg-eul su eobs-seubnida
sometimes what you feel is different than how you appear to others
당신은 다른 사람에게 표시되는 방식 때때로 당신이 느끼는 것은 다르다
dangsin-eun daleun salam-ege pyosidoeneun bangsig ttaettaelo dangsin-i neukkineun geos-eun daleuda
hurting and trying my best not to show off the bruises
상처와 멍을 표시하지 않도록 최선을 노력

sangcheo wa meong eul pyosihaji anhdolog choeseon-eul nolyeog

I wear under my skin
내 피부 아래에 착용
nae pibu alaee chag-yong
I wanted to hide who I truly was
내가 진정으로 누구인지 숨길 원
naega jinjeong-eulo nugu-inji sumgil won
No one in my mind had that kind of right
내 마음에 아무도 바로 그런 종류의 없었다
nae ma-eum e amudo balo geuleon jonglyuui eobs-eossda
to have power over me
나를 힘이
naleul him-i
is how I saw of anyone getting closer to me
내가 누구의 본 사용자 나에게 가까워지고있다
naega nugu ui bon sayongja na-ege gakkawojigo issda 
I started to change my style of putting these down
나는이를 넣어 내 스타일을 변경하기 시작
naneun-i leul neoh-eo nae seutail-eul byeongyeong hagi sijag
the delivery was different because I wanted to share only with me
나는 저와 만 공유하고 싶었 기 때문에 배달은 달랐다
naneun jeowa man gong-yuhago sip-eoss gi ttaemun-e baedal eun dallassda
I disliked with so much in me when others would read what I wrote
다른 사람들이 내가 쓴 것을 읽을 것이다 때 나는 내 안에 너무 많은으로 싫어
daleun salamdeul-i naega sseun geos-eul ilg-eul geos-ida ttae naneun nae an-e neomu manh-eun eulo silh-eo
and tell me my feelings were wrong to feel
내 감정을 느낄 잘못했다 말해
nae gamjeong-eul neukkil jalmos haessda malhae
so I stopped writing for a time 
그래서 나는 시간을 기록 정지
geulaeseo naneun sigan-eul gilog jeongji
it was easier not to share when no one could find my feelings I kept under lock in key
아무도 내가 키 잠금 아래에 보관 내 감정을 찾을 수있을 때 공유하지 쉬웠다
amudo naega ki jamgeum alaee bogwan nae gamjeong eul chaj-eul su-iss-eul ttae gong-yuhaji swiwossda 
a had a teacher that would read poems aloud to the class

상기 클래스에 큰 소리로시를 읽을 것이다 교사가 있었다

sang-gi keullaeseue keun solilo sileul ilg-eul geos-ida gyosa ga iss-eossda
and they spoke to me
그들은 나에게 말했다
geudeul-eun na-ege malhaessda
I was hooked with the writing bug again
나는 다시 쓰기 버그에 중독 된
naneun dasi sseugi beogeu e jungdog doen
at first I needed to write as a way to deal with my pain
처음에 나는 나의 고통에 대처하는 방법으로 작성할 필요
cheoeum-e naneun naui gotong e daecheo haneun bangbeob-eulo jagseonghal pil-yo
all the anger I had in me that I never wanted to let out
모든 분노 내가 알아 보자 싶어 결코 나를했다
modeun bunno naega al-a boja sip-eo gyeolko naleul haessda
the sadness that seemed to engulfed my being
내 존재를 가득 채우고 듯 슬픔
nae jonjae leul gadeug chaeugo deus seulpeum
poetry was different for me
시는 나를 위해 달랐다
sineun naleul wihae dallassda
it was writing for fun 
그것은 재미를 위해 작성되었다
geugeos-eun jaemileul wihae jagseong doeeossda
anything I wanted to see I could
아무것도 나는 내가 할 수있는보고 싶어
amugeosdo naneun naega hal su-issneun bogo sip-eo
because oftentimes my poems were mistook for being about another
자주 있기 때문에 내시는 다른에 대한 것에 대해 착각했다
jaju issgi ttaemun-e nae si neun daleun e daehan geos-e daehae chaggag haessda
I found I was safe with letting my feelings out
내가 내 감정을시키는에 안전하다고 발견
naega nae gamjeong eul sikineun e anjeonhadago balgyeon
again I started to find myself within the lines I would write
다시 내가 작성합니다 라인 내에서 자신을 발견하기 시작
dasi naega jagseonghabnida lain naeeseo jasin-eul balgyeon hagi sijag
the countless pages that would pile up on my desk
내 책상에 쌓아 것이다 수많은 페이지
nae chaegsang e ssah-a geos-ida sumanh-eun peiji
I do know I write a bit different in text or in just writing
나는 텍스트에서 다른하거나 서면으로 조금 쓰기 알고
naneun tegseuteu eseo daleun hageona seomyeon-eulo jogeum sseugi algo
I even do it when speaking out right
권리를 말할 때 난 그것을 할
gwonli leul malhal ttae nan geugeos-eul hal
it's because I lived growing use to sharing my feelings in one way
나는 하나의 방법으로 내 감정을 공유하는 성장 사용을 살고 있기 때문입니다
naneun hanaui bangbeob-eulo nae gamjeong eul gong-yuhaneun seongjang sayong-eul salgo issgi ttaemun ibnida
that it finds its way thru without me trying
즉, 내가 노력하지 않고 통해 그 방법을 찾아
jeug, naega nolyeog haji anhgo tonghae geu bangbeob-eul chaj-a
that's why I can write a poem, song
나는시를, 노래를 쓸 수있는 이유입니다
naneun sileul , nolaeleul sseul su-issneun iyuibnida
I think better then just to talk otherwise
난 그냥 다른 이야기보다 더 좋은 생각
nan geunyang daleun iyagi boda deo joh-eun saeng-gag
because my brain is wired that way
나의 뇌는 그런 식으로 연결되어 있기 때문에
naui noeneun geuleon sig-eulo yeongyeoldoeeo issgi ttaemun-e
my fault yes, I learned it as a child and grew to use to sharing this way
내 잘못 그래, 나는 아이로 배운이 방법을 공유하는 사용 증가
nae jalmos geulae, naneun ai lo baeun i bangbeob-eul gong-yuhaneun sayong jeung-ga
that is what when I say to read what I wrote
즉, 내가 쓴 걸 읽어 말할 때 무엇을
jeug, naega sseun geol ilg-eo malhal ttae mueos-eul
I mean no disrespect
나는 어떤 불경을 의미하지
naneun eotteon bulgyeong eul uimi haji
when I write pages and not message all the time rambling myself
나는 항상 자신을 두서를 메시지 페이지를 작성하지 않을 때
naneun hangsang jasin-eul duseo leul mesiji peijileul jagseong haji anh-eul ttae
it is do to my condition of style  
이 스타일의 내 상태로 할 수있다
i seutail-ui nae sangtaelo hal su issda
I still mean no harm but this is just thought
나는 여전히 해를 의미하지 않습니다 그러나 이것은 단지 생각된다
naneun yeojeonhi haeleul uimi haji anhseubnida geuleona igeos-eun danji saeng-gagdoenda

Realization 실현 by:J.A. Burror

Realization                 실현                   (silhyeon)

very self-determined/ uneasy   
아주 자기 결정 / 불안   
(aju jagi gyeoljeong / bul-an)
set out to be misunderstood
규정 오해 할
(gyujeong ohae hal) 
Why? this is all at a head  knocking on my door  with no invite
왜? 이것은 머리에 모두 초대하지 않고 내 문을 노크한다
(wae? igeos-eun meolie modu chodae haji anhgo nae mun eul nokeu handa) 
it just does how it wants
그것을 원하는 방법 그냥 않습니다
(geugeos-eul wonhaneun bangbeob geunyang anhseubnida) 
unfamiliar place I know to well 
낯선 장소 내가 잘에 알고
(nachseon jangso naega jal e algo) 
it is like that when the sky takes you in 
하늘에서 당신을 소요 할 때 그렇게하다
(haneul eseo dangsin-eul soyo hal ttae geuleohge hada) 
reckoning thoughts in mind
마음에 계산 하건대 생각
(ma-eum-e gyesan hageondae saeng-gag) 
everyone leads me back 
모두가 나를 다시 리드
(moduga naleul dasi lideu) 
going back and forth can't tell if I'm only meant to be a yo-yo
다시 가고 난 단지 요요 될 운명있어 경우 등 말할 수 없다
(dasi gago nan danji yoyo doel unmyeong iss-eo gyeong-u deung malhal su eobsda) 
I discover this is a longing  I've desperately wanted 
나는 이것이 내가 필사적으로 싶었던 갈망입니다 발견
(naneun igeos-i naega pilsajeog-eulo sip-eossdeon galmang ibnida balgyeon) 
the yearning to feel at peace content 
동경 평화의 콘텐츠에 느낌
(dong-gyeong pyeonghwa ui kontencheu e neukkim) 
desire to know this sense of safety I'm brought back to wandering 
욕망은 내가 방황을 다시 가져있어 안전의 이러한 의미를 알고
(yogmang-eun naega banghwang eul dasi gajyeo iss-eo anjeon ui ileohan uimi leul algo) 
life is ever changing  no decision I made as a child have I held to growing beyond  
인생은 지금 내가 자식으로 만든 어떤 결정을 변경되지 않는 것은 내가 넘어 성장에 개최 한
(insaeng-eun jigeum naega jasig-eulo mandeun eotteon gyeoljeong-eul byeongyeong doeji anhneun geos-eun naega neom-eo seongjang e gaechoe han) 
I wouldn't be so bold to say  learning to give up  the old with the new  
나는 새와 이전을 포기 학습 말을 너무 굵게되지 않을 것
(naneun sae wa ijeon eul pogi hagseub mal-eul neomu gulg-ge doeji anh-eul geos) 
I truly doubt I'm able to comply   setting my sights to high 
나는 진정으로 내가 높은 내 명소를 설정 준수 할 수있어 의심
(naneun jinjeong-eulo naega nop-eun nae myeongsoleul seoljeong junsu hal su-iss-eo uisim) 
there's no such thing
같은 건 없다
(gat-eun geon eobsda) 
when I can live within this life Keeping busy 
나는 바쁜 유지하는이 세상에서 살 수있는 경우
(naneun bappeun yujihaneun i sesang eseo sal su-issneun gyeong-u) 
is how I deal with my day   in a rush of things  
나는 사물의 서두에서 내 일을 처리하는 방법이다
(naneun samul-ui seodu eseo nae il eul cheoli haneun bangbeob-ida) 
can just let me feel more like the person I'm striving to be 
단지 좀 더 내가 할 노력하고있어 사람처럼 느끼게 할 수 있습니다
(danji jom deo naega hal nolyeoghago iss-eo salamcheoleom neukkige hal su issseubnida) 
sounds of the haters 
싫어하는의 소리
(silh-eohaneun ui soli) 
I drown out in my sea of tears  
나는 눈물의 내 바다에서 익사
(naneun nunmul ui nae bada eseo igsa) 
knowing pain will not last
아는 통증이 지속되지 않습니다
(aneun tongjeung-i jisog doeji anhseubnida)  
to stay too long never to try it out 
그것을 밖으로 시도하는 데 시간이 너무 오래 결코 머물 없습니다
(geugeos-eul bakk-eulo sido haneun de sigan-i neomu olae gyeolko meomul eobs-seubnida) 
I can't just not try it out   leaving everything to chance 
난 그냥 기회에 모든 것을 떠나 그것을 밖으로 시도하지 수 없습니다
(nan geunyang gihoe e modeun geos-eul tteona geugeos-eul bakk-eulo sidohaji su eobs-seubnida) 
never losing and then you seem to all of a sudden woken up from your life of slumber  
결코 잃지 않으며 당신은 갑자기 잠의 당신의 생활에서 깨우의 모든 것
(gyeolko ilhji anh-eumyeo dangsin-eun gabjagi jam ui dangsin-ui saenghwal eseo kkaeu ui modeun geos) 
and then you notice the world around you 
그리고 당신은 당신의 주위에 세계를 알
(geuligo dangsin-eun dangsin-ui juwie segyeleul al) 
ever fast  nothing is real when it seems so unreal 
너무 비현실적인 것 같다 때 이제까지 빠른 아무것도 진짜 없다
(neomu bihyeonsiljeog-in geos gatda ttae ijekkaji ppaleun amugeosdo jinjja eobsda)
for you it's the first time you step out on your own 
당신을 위해 당신이 당신의 자신에 밖으로 단계 처음이다
(dangsin-eul wihae dangsin-i dangsin-ui jasin e bakk-eulo dangye cheoeum ida) 
so everything is so surreal  finding about loving yourself 

그래서 모든 것이 자신을 사랑에 대해 너무 초현실적 발견이다

(geulaeseo modeun geos-i jasin-eul salang e daehae neomu chohyeonsiljeog balgyeon ida) 
now where's the fun in always being told what to do? 
지금 어디에서 재미는 항상 무엇을 말되는거야?
(jigeum eodi eseo ​​jaemi neun hangsang mueos-eul mal doeneun geoya?) 
heart shaking and unknowing what to do 
마음을 흔들어 무엇을 무지한
(ma-eum-eul heundeul-eo mueos-eul mujihan) 
what it might seem to be the road to take  
걸릴 길을으로 보이는 문제
(geollil gil-eul eulo boineun munje) 
underneath me my soul is being lifted above 
저 아래에 내 영혼 위에 올려되고있다
(jeo alaee nae yeonghon wie ollyeo doegoissda)
knowing what I know   realizing I can't change the past 
나는 과거를 변경할 수 없습니다 실현 알고 무엇을 알고
(naneun gwageoleul byeongyeonghal su eobs-seubnida silhyeon algo mueos-eul algo)
but forgetting about all of that  
하지만 모두 잊고
(hajiman modu ijgo)
I'm trying to be a bit respectful here
여기 좀 존중하기 위해 노력하고있어
(yeogi jom jonjung hagi wihae nolyeoghagoiss-eo)
time has past and I'm finished finally free from the demonic dreams that plagued me
시간이 지난 가지고 있으며, 나는 마침내 나를 괴롭혀 악마 꿈에서 무료로 완성 해요
(sigan-i jinan gajigo iss-eumyeo, naneun machimnae naleul goelobhyeo agma kkum eseo mulyolo wanseong haeyo)
because now I have come to realize that it's all in the past
지금 때문에 나는 과거에 모두의 실현하게되었다
(jigeum ttaemun-e naneun gwageoe modu ui silhyeon hagedoeeossda)
and memories can only harm me as memories 
추억은 나를 기억으로 손상을 줄 수 있습니다
(chueog eun naleul gieog eulo sonsang-eul jul su issseubnida)
no one is out to get me the same as then
아무도 나에게 다음과 같은를 얻을 수 밖에 없다
(amudo na-ege da-eum gwa gat-eun leul eod-eul su bakk-e eobsda)

What If by:J.A. Burror

What if you were here and you never left?
What if you were a boy or girl?

The angel in the night calling out to me
Are you watching over me, as I breathe?
And are they singing you to sleep?

If I only knew my Baby
That you wouldn't of been meant
That heaven wanted you back

I would have given you time
If I only could be there with you

They're watching out for you
Seeing you grow as you were meant too
Beauty is all of what you are

What would you think? by:J.A. Burror

What would you think?
If I told you, I think you're special
I think you're swell

I see you and it's so crystal clear
you see me as well
so come over hear
I want to hear, What you got in mind
Tell me I'll mean-no harm
When I simply say:
  Pleased to know ya

Crazy at times
I know this world's being quite demanding
  and it's all about someone's time

I can't say when just that it will
Because I never doubted who I believe you to be

I'm not letting you go
Don't be to Alarmed when I say:
  This feeling in my heart it's bound to stay
  it's changing me
bit by bit I am changing for the better
that's what you are doing to me
and I Thank You

I'm hell pint
working towards it
making you Pleased-you met me
want you to want to know me
not scared when I feel you got my back
I know you are fully unaware of the change you put in motion

Only wanting to see you Happy

Getting to know the you I do
There's no other way
I have no choice then this is how I see you

My watch really gets to me
You see I have this problem
Where I'm wondering off
Thinking about everything and I might be wrong
  in feeling how I do
I might have no right to notice you

Life's funny
  thought I would be one way
turned out
I was nothing of the same

Which Life To Take by:J.A. Burror

Wake up
I need a buzz to get me
step out in the light
is just enough to get me through my day

feeling low cause I watched the news
some moron was choosing
which life to take

so I was down and tears fell
at such news I was at a lost in my mind
unaware of the real pain coming from the victim

now I need too
only way too
ease my mind is to turn off what I see
I'm a basket case
when thinking of the victims ordeal they were forced to be in

have to find away to jolt myself
stop my heart
I'm feeling to much
and the tears are coming way to easy to misplace

this news is bound to spoil my day
have me pray so desperately

getting pass this funk I'm in
moving onto the moments to come
life is just waiting to be lived in

so I'll say good bye to ones I never knew existed
to pray for the souls that have seem to have fallen
and cry if nothing else I can do
I can allow them to inter my heart
let them have a emotion of honest felt
sorrow felt over their lives being taken from them

생명 속여의시 by:J.A. Burror

생명 속여의시                                Poem of Life & Cheat
saengmyeong sog-yeo ui si      

나는 나의 눈을 감고                                                           I close my eye's
naneun naui nun-eul gamgo                                                               

단지 표류하기                                          only to drift away
danji pyolyu hagi                                                                               

속 또 다른 공간을 찾아                         find another space to belong
sog tto daleun gong-gan eul chaj-a                     

장소는 오랫동안 떨어져 일일이어야             a place you long to be apart of 1 day
jangso neun olaesdong-an tteol-eojyeo il-il ieoya        

하지만 행운의 담이 방문                       but only the lucky dame to visit
hajiman haeng-un-ui dam i bangmun                     

꿈 사랑                                          a dream-a love
kkum salang                                          

모두가 시간에 할 수있다만큼 상처              as hurtful as both may be at time's
modu ga sigan-e hal su-issda mankeum sangcheo                            

모두의 삶의 이유입니다                                             both are the reason's for life
modu ui salm ui iyu ibnida

절대 터치 키스를 알 수없는 살                   to live never knowing a touch-a kiss
jeoldae teochi kiseuleul al su eobsneun sal

이 보인다 그 세 단어를 듣고 우리 모두가 자주에 말   
                                           to hear those 3 words that it seems we all say to often
i boinda geu se dan-eoleul deudgo uli moduga jaju e mal

자기가주는 것은 거리에 빨리 & 더에의            to give are self's away to soon & to much
jagi ga juneun geos-eun geoli e ppalli & deo e ui

하나님 만 알고                                   to God only knows
 hananim man algo

 그러한처럼 행동 잘못 안                        shouldn't it be wrong to act like such
geuleohan cheoleom haengdong jalmos an

난 당신이 사이트와 거리 그것을 갚을 수 있음을 의미
                                                  I mean you can pay for it off sites and street
nan dangsin-i saiteuwa geoli geugeos-eul gap-eul su iss-eum-eul uimi

아직 거기에 몇 가지                                  and yet there are some
ajig geogie myeoch gaji

나는 어떤 이름을 이름없는거야                         I'll name no names
naneun eotteon ileum-eul ileum eobsneun geoya

그들은 사람에게 그것을 포기 단지 그들이 할 수 있기 때문에 
                                                                                        they give it away to anyone just because they can
geudeul-eun salam-ege geugeos-eul pogi danji geudeul-i hal su issgi ttaemun-e

때문에의 모습 음료-또는 손실 있기 때문에      because of a look-drink-or because they're lost
ttaemun-e ui moseub eumlyo - ttoneun sonsil issgi ttaemun-e

아직 스스로 자신의 존경을 발견하지 않았습니다
                                                    have not yet found their own respect for themselves
ajig seuseulo jasin-ui jongyeong-eul balgyeonhaji anh-assseubnida

나는 이런 식으로 하나의 것을 알고 있었다               I've known one's like this
naneun ileon sig-eulo hana ui geos-eul algo iss-eossda

지옥 나는 내 시간에 같은 더러운 생물을 봤는데     Hell I've been such a dirty creature in my time
jiog naneun nae sigan e gat-eun deoleoun saengmul-eul bwassneunde

그러나 그 중 일부에서 떨어져 나에게 무엇을 둔다     but what puts me apart from some of those
geuleona geu jung ilbu eseo tteol-eojyeo na-ege mueos-eul dunda

창녀의 나는 당신이 말할 수있는 것 같아요               slut's I guess you could say
changnyeo ui naneun dangsin-i malhal su-issneun geos gat-ayo

나는 단지 아프게했다 실현되는 게임을 자신을-재생
                                                   is I realize I was only hurting myself-playing the game
naneun danji apeuge haessda silhyeon doeneun geim-eul jasin-eul - jaesaeng

그것은 중요하지 생각에 자신을 오염                fouling myself in to thinking it never mattered
geugeos-eun jung-yo haji saeng-gag e jasin-eul oyeom

원 나이트 스탠드 그것을-한 후, 어떻게 든 잊을 수 
                                                one night stands was it-and then I could somehow forget
won naiteu seutaendeu geugeos-eul - han hu, eotteohge deun ij-eul su

가되지 않은 때문에 기쁨 / 무엇을 잊어                   forget what/ the joy because there wasn't any
ga doeji anh-eun ttaemun-e gippeum / mueos-eul ij-eo

내가 내 마음을 변경하지 않은 것처럼 연기          the acting as if I didn't change my mind
naega nae ma-eum-eul byeongyeonghaji anh-eun geoscheoleom yeongi

그리고 목욕을하고 혼자 자고 싶어                   and wanted to bathe and sleep Alone
geuligo mog-yog-eul hago honja jago sip-eo

때문에 배신의 눈물의 후                            the tear's after because of the betrayal
ttaemun-e baesin ui nunmul ui hu

하는 내 사랑 난 이해가 없었                  for which my love and I never had an understanding
haneun nae salang nan ihae ga eobs-eoss

하지만 그럼에도 불구하고 나는 내 마음에 사기         but nevertheless I cheated on my heart
hajiman geuleom-edo bulguhago naneun nae ma-eum e sagi

하나에 대한 내 사랑은 내가 오래 전에 내 영혼에 맹세 
                                                          my love for 1 I vowed to in my soul long ago
hana-e daehan nae salang eun naega olae jeon-e nae yeonghon e maengse

어떤 고통의 여전히도 나 문제의 사실        and what pain's me still and also the fact of the matter
eotteon gotong ui yeojeonhi do na munje-ui sasil

난 혼자가 아니에요 알고있다                            is I know I'm not alone
nan honjaga anieyo algo issda

수에 이동하려고하지만합니다                         to try to move on but can't
su e idonghalyeogo hajiman habnida

자신과 함께 파울에 그것은 결국 자신을 상처    to foul yourself and with it hurt yourself in the end
jasingwa hamkke paul e geugeos-eun gyeolgug jasin-eul sangcheo

당신은 단지 사람이나 하나의 상처로 남아있어      your only left with hurting someone or one's
dangsin-eun danji salam-ina hana ui sangcheo lo nam-a iss-eo

하지만이 게임을 할 수있다 아주 잘 만하지만 당신에게 게임
                                                    but this game may very well only but a game to you
hajiman i geim-eul hal su-issda aju jal man hajiman dangsin-ege geim

당신이 있다는 누군가의 마음은 단지 깨진 얻을 수
                                                and someone's heart could get broken just as yours was
dangsin i issdaneun nugunga ui ma-eum eun danji kkaejin eod-eul su

순간, 일, 월, 년 전에                                moments, days, months, years before
sungan , il , wol, nyeon jeon-e

당신은 않을 거라 맹세보다 당신은 같은 일을하고
                                                      you're doing the same than you swore you'd never
dangsin-eun anh-eul geola maengse boda dangsin-eun gat-eun il-eul hago

당신은 너무 의미하지 않으며 상처 않을 거라고         that you'd never be so mean and hurtful
dangsin-eun neomu uimi haji anh-eumyeo sangcheo anh-eul geolago

다른 마음을 아프게하지 않을 수 있음                        that you could never brake another heart
daleun ma-eum-eul apeuge haji anh-eul su iss-eum

결국 당신은 마우스 오른쪽을 어떻게 생각하는지 알아?   after all you know how it felt-Right?
gyeolgug dangsin-eun mauseu oleunjjog eul eotteohge saeng-gaghaneunji al-a?

Turned And Walked Away by:J.A. Burror

this is a sign of my torment
for today you are just not into me
playing your games
is this all of how I see

I use to mean the world
but you turned and walked away

are dreams
weren't they not the most beautiful things
we shared are time
as we never felt for another in anyway
but as time passing
I came to realize you are letting us fly away

to part ways will be difficult to take 
a hard undertaking
we have become left in
a needed lesson to the heart brake

Just Breathe by:J.A. Burror

I have to remind myself
it's you that's doing this to me
leaving me breathless
without words
you know my heart
you only get this

the spot you invade
the tears I shed
all at the thoughts of your pain
and I'm left off for the day

when I find you have been smiling
no wonders why
I'm smiling and I have no words to describe how great it is

knowing you will become even more then yesterday
has my body reeling
under my skin it's a emotional reaction that I'm feeling
seeing you smile is heaven sent

I just now-have to keep it up
remind myself to breathe it out
knowing time passing with the troubles you may be under

I know it's hard
a heavy weight on your shoulders you have been forced to carry 
no doubts about how I look to you
I only notice the truth of who you had been and who I see you to become
a honor it is to have known you the way I do

no words yet I hear you
no sounds and still I will listen to you

I can't say nor tell you when time will pass long enough for all this to blow over
I can't tell you that those in this world won't try another way
in hopes of stealing from you
I can only send to you my hopes that you never not remember
just who you are and remember to 
Just Breathe

My Fix by:J.A. Burror

I needed my fix
together I was late to get to you
I missed you
was off to far away from you

I would tell you never again
but I just never wish to lie to you
I spaced out
in my mind I was in a world so grand

without my knowing tears start to fall
as we spoke once more
you effect me and I'm loving you even more
my heart gave away to this feeling
and now I find I'm left with only positive thinking

I write about my thoughts on you
my feelings I have towards you
and all the while
I'm praying you will get the words
I mean what I say to you
so if I am off the wall one day
that is when you will find
I might just need you even more then before

fearful at times to say
share just how you end up seeing the world
views change and with it I cannot seem to move away
from this peaceful place
this is where you always leave me
in this state of mind
in this moment in time
you always end up finding me
leaving me with a smile on my face

Thank You
I say it enough

I Love You
I say that enough

You mean so much to me
and I am at a lost it seems
my heart is filled ever so deep
still yet again I have been crying this whole time
writing this out to you
in such away
leaves me in a content place
as if I'm in the mist of a blooming Garden of Eden

so I find myself once again telling you this
same old-same old
it hasn't changed
I Love You
 for being just who you are
Thank You
 for being here so I know you

Mode Today by:J.A. Burror

spent my day studying only one thing
and I loved it
was hard
a bit stressed
only because I couldn't find
what from the begin with
what I wanted to know

I wasn't at all worn out from this process
I wasn't at all wishing to stop with the program
I was so into all I have to
at these moments I really love have great it feels

out of the loop
this isn't easy to take on
yes I'll stick with it
because I know the reward is to great
not to try
not to be willing to give it my heart

all this information going around
looking up only to be discovered unknowing much at all
this subject is a challenging
to say it best
this is a gift
of the vast knowledge that is willingly shared with another

learning is fun
this is fun
how can I be in trouble with in my mind
when I'm practicing this subject

I wound up forgetting the time that went by
I was looking up works to try
to learn 
to write then out
and hopes they'll sink in
so I spent my day in study mode
but I'm not tied of what I just read

funny it seems
I'm laughing at this that gets to my heart
pulls it in just the right ways

confusing
I am trying to find a word
and I'm left wondering

but then just now all my effort was worth it
I found it out and now I should know it
I need to write it out
speak it out loud
and then I will realize it's imprinted now

Something Spicy by:J.A. Burror

I wanted something spicy
I wanted it to burn a little
was looking to cry it out
but it was odd
no matter what I did
it wasn't spicy at all
I added no sugar but it's sweet
thought a bit of salt would work
but then it's sweet and salty
really I have nothing that makes since in this recipe

so I added going down the list as I tried them out
I added pepper paste
nope not even
I added red pepper seeds I found in the store
the package swore they would have you cry
nope not even close
I added fine crushed red pepper
nope not even
now it's even sweeter

I couldn't stand it
so I threw it out
I wanted to cry and yet it wasn't working out that way

I cut a lemon and ate it all
O-my I must really have something wrong
my taste is so off the wall
the lemon was sweet
I couldn't bare it
everything was sweet even my black coffee

pissed off
so upset at my taste buds
I walked out not really eating at all
then I noticed the songs that were on
I noticed the picture on the wall
that would of been right in front of my cooking station
and then I turned and noticed your hat you left near the door
it was all because of you

I wanted to drown out my tears in something spicy
because of you I only ever had the sweetest things
I blame you for being this way

It's A Rush by:J.A. Burror

you seem to get under my skin
it's a rush
looking forward
to it only getting better
because the way it was
the was it is
the way I know it'll become
is worth it

the trains blaring in my head
but it's stopping just at the right time
to let me in
I would say
go on and take me for a ride
this isn't anything
I haven't noticed

before this feeling
I was so sure of myself
my place in life was so unsure of
thought I knew me best
nobody could tell me they knew more
but then you saw me
the way you do
changing my point of view