My Fix by:J.A. Burror

I needed my fix
together I was late to get to you
I missed you
was off to far away from you

I would tell you never again
but I just never wish to lie to you
I spaced out
in my mind I was in a world so grand

without my knowing tears start to fall
as we spoke once more
you effect me and I'm loving you even more
my heart gave away to this feeling
and now I find I'm left with only positive thinking

I write about my thoughts on you
my feelings I have towards you
and all the while
I'm praying you will get the words
I mean what I say to you
so if I am off the wall one day
that is when you will find
I might just need you even more then before

fearful at times to say
share just how you end up seeing the world
views change and with it I cannot seem to move away
from this peaceful place
this is where you always leave me
in this state of mind
in this moment in time
you always end up finding me
leaving me with a smile on my face

Thank You
I say it enough

I Love You
I say that enough

You mean so much to me
and I am at a lost it seems
my heart is filled ever so deep
still yet again I have been crying this whole time
writing this out to you
in such away
leaves me in a content place
as if I'm in the mist of a blooming Garden of Eden

so I find myself once again telling you this
same old-same old
it hasn't changed
I Love You
 for being just who you are
Thank You
 for being here so I know you